They Don't Call Me Fashionista For Nothing

P/S:I want to buy it and put it on me....!!!!

Over sized buttons are dreamy...!!!
Ayong please buy this for me....

Succubus Is What I Am

I've been in Jakarta for over a week now and havin lots of fun stayin with my sister...

Since i got nothin better to do besides doin laundry and stuff i've been spendin my days by watchin DVDs and payin the gym a visit...
Like last sunday we went to Anggrek Mall to celebrate my sister's birthday as well as her friend's birthday,just so happened they were born on the same date..
We headed to J CO to indulge our taste buds and it was amaze balls...

Plus,last wednesday or so the Embassy held a friendly bowling match at Pasar Festival which is located just across the Embassy and i was on a different team from my sister...
Apparently i was stuck with some bollocks arseholes who think they're in the eligibility studs market... Newsflash..
y'all are so not in nor within the market...
I scored some major impressive points and little did i know that i had the skills of a champ in me the entire time...
I probably should start a career out of it...
Here are the photos of our chilling...

Sway My Hips With Your Rithymic Love

P/S:
Cute and steamy frenching from Justin and Austin
Kudos to Mark Indelicato and Ryan Mcginnis..
Wish could see more of them if only it hasn't ended

Don't Flow Me Out Of Queen's Kingdom

So this would be my pre-Jakarta post trip which means i still got 1 more day before im off to Jakarta on this Wednesday...
Its sorta nerve-wrecking knowin that u'll be flyin solo to another foreign country but this is not my first solo flight...
I've been to Jakarta thrice,one alongside my parents and two on my own that took place a year ago.. Like this should've been somethin easy and familiar considerin my experience being in Jakarta but im actin out as if im a first timer flyin with an airline...
It doesn't make any sense as to why im havin this continually fear of gettin into an aircraft...
But i have every reason to be afraid of since where im about to head on is a country that is the heart of crime and corruption not to mention sluggish and sheepish various activities that occurs...
Dont get me start on that now...
Anyways,seeing those friendly,physically good lookin and effervescent flight attendants really comforts me in a quaint way, likely possible to my yearning of becomin a steward myself..
Just cant wait to fly way up high and to be entrusted with people's safety at your hands

Watched the third installment of Narnia this evening with my girls and it was so-so,note resentfully and with dissapointed due to Peter's character that has been taken out of the third Narnia series who was played by William Moseley my blonde hair brother...
Voyage Of The Dawn Treader was fulfilling but i only get excited when Peter's character is reprise back on screen then only my adrenalin pumps into my blood stream and culminates with my long,big smile...
I just can't get enough of Peter can i?
Meanwhile Zur and Jan couldn't get enough of Ben Barnes the one who played Prince Caspian..
I can tell that he's definitely drastically transformed in and out,no more doubtfulness within him as he sharpen his leadership skills and lead an army of Narnia and he grew a beard over the years which attracts girl's attentions toward him...
That scruffy looks consummated his image as a king

P/S:William Mosely please hurry back
Narnia is nothin without you..

Incept Me From My Nightmare

My bone is aching all of a sudden whereas what is supposed to be hurting and aching are my brain for extracting answers out of my mind and lined it up to construct words and sentences in order to fill in the blank answer sheets...
Its already Thursday which means a few days left before it is my fully fledged freedom on the December 14th...
School will be over for me very-very soon and so will the dramas...
As y'all know,dramas always happen at school especially with random people who you're not a fan of meanin bullies,adversaries,teachers and even the canteen lady but in my case scratch that canteen lady out of the list since i never stepped my foot at the canteen ever...
I'll soon be in college or university and pretty hyped up considerin the new vibe and new ambience that i'll be experiencin with as well as makin new friends and gettin to know a bunch of new people... Drinkin in to your environment is imperative as you familiarize with your bizarre surroundings so that it never seems too random and strange for you...

I should start packing my clothes up prior to my trip over to Jakarta on the December 23rd which i am excited about because then i get to meet up with my sister and go back to the gym facility they have there...
Gosh right at this moment im definitely enthralled to be in the Celebrity Fitness centre as a trial member just to get buffed and to get in a well toned shape that i've always longing for...
Im obsessed to be in the best shape that i can get at this age...
Just like Taylor Lautner,who am i kiddin i'll never be as attractive and as close as Taylor's body
But it won't kill to try it out right?

May hope my body are able to cope and absorb the grueling exercises and workout routines that they'll be throwin to me and pray to god so that i won't break any bones...
I hope not..

My last and final day out with my gals is on the December 20th and we planned to go to KLCC to catch a movie or somethin...
Don't know how it'll turn out but i'll keep y'all posted....
I bought inception yesterday and it was purely and truly sick man!
Just imagine that the minute you close your eyes and start fallin into your very own dreamland someone enters and steals your deepest most crucial secrets from you or immerse your mind with a foreign idea and it develops and overwhelms you which causes you your loss affected by yourself...
One word to describes Inception 'Compelling'

P/S:Havin a really hard time sleepin after watching Inception
Being wary with 'extractors'

My Love For You Is Brighter Than The Fireworks

P/S:I'm really fixated to this video i just found on You tube last night...

It features Kurt and Blaine from Glee singing a duet song originally by Zooey Deschanel&Leon Redbone
It's so sweet,subtle and cheeky when you tune on the video..
Prayin that Ryan Murphy would turn these two characters into love birds..

Am I An Arsonist For Igniting Your Love

SPM is far from over and i still got one paper left to be finalized...
And that paper is a week ahead and in the mean time im spendin most of days at home which is somethin i am pretty much not lookin forward to..
After 11 years of schooling i'll be out makin my way to the world and heading on my crusade as what i call it..
School does suck especially those doofus who made my life so much of misery and somberness...
But there are a few memories that really made my day and forever i'll stick to it as to reminds me of those days in school...
There's this boy who's in my class that really caught my attention because of his physique
Now,I aint no gay or anythin for that matter but rather suprised of his handsome traits..
I heard on the grapevine that he's a Kelantanese boy but i assure y'all i've met several Kelantanese boys and he looked nothin like those boys i met..
So,in a way i became sorta like a voyeur,aint no a stalker but a voyeur...
He looks kinda Korean/Philippines like and the weird thing is he's not mixed race...
But he looks like mixed parentage and it's completely intriguing...
I really want to get to know him better but sadly he's not one of my clique
Although,we happened to be classmates we hardly talked to one another and he ignored me all the time...
I just wish he would come to his senses that he's much nicer than the rest of his crews and refrain from hangin out with those buffoons and start makin some,other new friends...
I dont know whether i'll be able to meet him again someday but if i do get to meet him i'll definitely make the most of it..

Hidayah's father had passed away last Thursday.It was the day we had our Science examination. Hidayah's father died due to stroke and i really felt sorry for Hidayah for had to faced this dejected circumstances and experienced a loss...
She took it pretty well i guess as she is an 'Iron Girl' but i'll never know what really went through her mind at that specific time...
I couldn't imagine myself in her shoes to dealt with somethin permanent and full of certainty and still are able to held your head high is still an enigma to me...
Her father's death really taught me a lesson as to not take your parents for granted,cherish and love them with all your heart,never to defy them in a discourteous manner and pray for their well-being...
I will forever love mine to the max...

P/S:Al-Fatihah

Vent Your Precedented Tale To The World

Hello my puppets and lovelies..
It has been a very long time since I've last updated this page..
I apologize for my misdemeanor and offence...
Its just I'm very much swamped with my SPM examination that are still goin on and so far it has a taken a toll on me..
Plenty and a lot has happened in my life in a month or so..
Most of it fell under the category of 'drecktitude'
Such news include the death of my cat,the death of my grandma of my mom's side
also my laptop has gone haywire and yes SPM...
Let me bring y'all up to speed,first and foremost my cat which i had during my primary school year had departured the world for good..
Her name was 'Biru' for her eyes are turquoise blue-ish...
She caught a flu and got really ill...
She refused to feed nor drink..
All she pretty much done was layin on the floor,gaspin for air,profoundly gazin at certain somethin..
The next day she died layin on the cold floor of cement with her blackened eyes wide opened
and tears instantly coagulating in my eyes as i saw her dead,hard body...
We picked her body up and buried her not far away from the house..
Kinda like her own memorial park...

Secondly i am now 'grandless' prior to my grandma's death of my mom's side..
I was awakened by my parents when i received that dreadful news..
We rushed back to the hometown and found all of our relatives were already there...
Some faces were i am familiar with and some i didn't..
By the time we arrived the women folk were givin my grandma's body a bath,you know to cleanse the body from any impurities or soil
Fast forward, she was wrapped up in a very long white cloth or as we Muslims would call 'Kain kapan'
Its supposed to cover up the dead body whilst she's in the ground...
I kissed her forehead before she was buried and it was as cold as ice
She looked so serene and radiant in a way...
Before we buried her,we took her body off to the mosque nearby to perform 'Solat Jenazah'.
We reached the graveyard and i saw a vastly squared hole that they've dug in order to move the body right in there...
As they were burying the body we recited some prayers askin for her soul to be in tranquility and safely unharmed by Allah's punishment
They are done with the digging and recited some verses from the Quran to ensure her well being in the other life...
We'll most definitely gonna miss her...
Me and my sister of course...

Also my lappy has already met its demise as the whole system in my lappy were badly damaged..
Im just sad that i could no longer write as weekly as i used to...

P/S:Tomorrow would be my last paper..
Well i still have one more paper left but the final paper is Visual Art which involves less reading and more sketching and coloring..
So no biggy for me..

Living In Fame,Endure The Lame

So i discovered this video while watchin E!News and it was a song by this band who called themselves 'RockMafia' and it featured Miley Cyrus and the guy from Gossip Girl Kevin Zegers...
All i can say about this video is perfect..Everythin seemed so intense and fell perfectly into places..
Miley has grown into a mature, seductive temptress and she shows no sign of turnin her back from that image...
Haters will still keep hatin her no matter what she does...
There's always somethin that u do that will never please somebody and personally she had enough of haters..
You go Miley!!

P/S:There is a talk of makin this video into a film...
Please make that a reality..

Action Speaks Louder Than Bullshitting

Hello my lovelies...
How are you guys holding up?
How has your week been?
Im truly sorry for not bloggin as much as i do before lately...
I have so much on my plate right now that i couldn't think straight these past few weeks...
A lot has happened in my life , bad things has happened in my life to be exact...
As the outcomes of my carelessness and silliness that i spended over less than year...
I've paid the price and pretty much are mournin for my consequences but i promise y'all that it is a brief mournin while im still despair from it...

I think ive pretty much dealt with my own problem and handled it maturely and in a grown up method...
I just cant stand this stressful circumstances and the drive of racin against my peeps seem to be lacking as the days go by and passing...
I wont be blogging as frequent as i had and im settin some ground rules up such as wont be online for more than an hour,finish my homework up before i get some tv time,and pretty much slog through each chapters of form 4's and form 5's..
But y'all know that i ain't that good with temptations so im just going to try my best and my hardest of makin those ground rules executed somehow...
I have to as my future is at stake and dangling on an empty,dingy pothole where it could fall anytime if i dont do anythin about it...

P/S:XOXO

Unscripted Emotion As Our Love Sets In Motion

Alhamdulilah im no longer feeling down or bummer and to be truthful im all set and partially prep to bring down the wall that has been standin in my way to my goal which is to get straight A's and get my ass out of Puncak Alam ASAP...
I came to a realization that at where im standin and where i've position myself turned out to be a risk meanin im jeopardizing and sabotaging my chances that rolls in my way and pretty much ruin it at the end...
Im gonna to do my best to get straight A's for my supreme and favourite subjects such as English,Sejarah,Bahasa Malaysia and Tassawur Islam...
Im goin to focus 200% on those subjects and ace my SPM exam...
Yesterday's post was filled with negative vibe and all broodiness and sombreness I guarantee y'all those energy won't be comin near me ever again and tell you what that is a promise i made to myself and to the lord himself...
I know whenever im feelin down or stress i should lean on and pray to the superior which is my Creator Allah...
And i've pretty much embrace the concept and live with it peacefully...
Allah has plans for me and in one of those plans im sure that he might have had 'an array of gifts and 'an array of challenges' altogether and have it stored for me..
Now all i gotta do is to figure my life out which is a total mystery and live my life to the max physically and mentally...

P/S:I love my life,
I love my family,
I love Allah

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1.03.01

It Is A Labyrinth To Reach The Peak

Today was one of the crappiest and devastating day of my entire life...
The reasons of all this sadness was caused by my trials result..
It was pretty frustrating and disturbing to get such low marks especially for my BM and im not really good at dealing with these lower marks side effects thingy..
It was a massive bummer for me because as far as i remember the night before the exam took place i slog through all of the BM syllabus like a maniac and i did not let my time be in vain...
I am just mad at myself like i keep askin myself ' what went wrong?'how'd i come up with such marks?' It bothers me to not actually gain an A for my mother tounge and i instantly teared up in my prayers..
I seriously felt like not a winner and i think i rather have my life ended so quickly due to this unbearable pressure...
Im way dissapointed with my results and im keeping my fingers crossed that Allah would have mercy on me and bless me till the day of my SPM exam starts and ends..
I still haven't gotten my English paper back though...
I so cannot deal with anymore lower marks or i'll seriously shot myself in the head...

P/S:Allah Almighty...
Allah Almighty...

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1.03.01

My Love For You Has No End

"these violent nights have violent ends,
And in their triumph die,
like fire and powder,
which, as they kiss,

consume."

-William Shakespeare

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1.03.01

Pinky Promise We'll Remain Besties?

FRIENDS: Will comfort you when he rejects you.

BEST FRIENDS: Will go up and ask him, “It’s because you’re gay, isn’t it?”

FRIENDS: Will be there for you when he breaks up with you.

BEST FRIENDS: Will call him up and whisper, “you will die in Seven days…” (Note, if you don’t understand this, watch The Ring. Then watch The Ring 2. Then watch Ringu.)

FRIENDS: Help you up when you fall.

BEST FRIENDS: Keeps on walking saying, “Walk much, dumb ass?”

FRIENDS: Help you find your prince.

BEST FRIENDS: Kidnap him and brings him to you.

FRIENDS: Will ask you if you’re okay when you’re crying.

BEST FRIENDS: Will laugh at you and say, “Ha Ha, Loser!”

FRIENDS: Will offer you a soda.

BEST FRIENDS: Will dump theirs on you.

FRIENDS: Will sit at the side of the pool with you at that time of the month.

BEST FRIENDS: Will throw you a tampon and push you in.

FRIENDS: Gives you their umbrella in the rain.

BEST FRIENDS: Takes yours and says, “Run, fucker, run!”

FRIENDS: Will help you move.

BEST FRIENDS: Will help you move the bodies.

FRIENDS: Will bail you out of jail.

BEST FRIENDS: Would be in the room next to you saying, “That was awesome! Let’s do it again!”

or

FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail again

BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying “DAMN!” we messed up!

FRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink.

BEST FRIENDS: Help themselves and are the reason why you have no food.

FRIENDS: Call your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and Grandpa, by Grandpa.

BEST FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD and MOM and Grandpa, GRAMPS!

FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.

BEST FRIENDS: Wont tell everyone else you cried…just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.

FRIENDS: Asks you to write down your number.

BEST FRIENDS: Have you on speed dial.

FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.

BEST FRIENDS: Loses your stuff and tells you, “My bad…here’s a tissue.”

FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you.

BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story…

FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.

BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowd’s ass that left you

FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.

BEST FRIENDS: Walk right in and say “I’M HOME.”

FRIENDS: You have to tell them not to tell anyone.

BEST FRIENDS: Already know not to tell.

FRIENDS: Are only through high school/college. (aka: drinking buddies)

BEST FRIENDS: Are for life.

FRIENDS: Will be there to take your drink away from you when they think you’ve had enough.

BEST FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place & say “Girl drink the rest of that ! You know we don’t waste!

FRIENDS: Would read and ignore this.

BEST FRIENDS: Will repost this :)

P/S:Dedicated to my other halfs - Mas&Faez <3

I Get My Deepest Funk When I See You Around

Good evening my lovelies..!
Thank god!Trials are over and there will be no more of it that i have to face...
Im pretty much enjoyin it but at the same time im feelin a little bit of grieve on the inside though due to the fact school life will meet its end for me within a month which means no more unnecessary dramas and petty arguments between you and one of your classmates or even with one of your teachers...
Do not misconstruing my writings here i so not goin to miss Puncak Alam that is without a doubt my darlings...
But its undeniable that i am gonna miss some of the moments i had shared with my closest friends at Taman Sea and of course Section 7,Shah Alam...
In case y'all are wonderin who exactly are my friends at Sec 7...?
They are Faez,Farah Wahida and our midget Ikmal...
I know that i seldom talk about them because currently they are in a vocational school except for Ikmal whom refused to turn his back on Sec 7 i supposed...
So we've pretty much do not call each other up and not knowin each others's progress but still we havent lost touch...
Its just that they are in a boarding school which means lessen privileges such as cell phones,internet services etc...
So it kinda sucks not knowin what have they been up to and not knowin how are they holdin up...
But just so you know im terribly been missin them and are missin them...
They are people whom i adore and love and i know that they are also been feelin the same way especially my other half Faez...
Faez is like my brother from another family and we happen to share a passion of America's Next Top Model and all sorts of entertaiment things...
Add to that, we both are heinously blunt and fashion victims...
So yeah!
Mas is like my soul sister and he's like my soul brother...
Enough said there are a bunch of people whom i adored to the max and they are Mas,Faez and Naj...
I thank Allah for gracing them into my life and hopefully there wont be any negative transformation happen to any of these aesthetic brotherhood and that it will remain pure,safe and sound where it already has been now...
They are the coolest bunch of people in the whole universe...

P/S:Im still not in my best condition and add to that i had lost my voice for 2 days and cannot verbalize in such manner where i used to...
Sure be needing plenty of rest and plenty of mineral water

Have Our Affection Jaggard?

Good evening my lovelies and my jobless stalkers...
How are y'all feelin tonight?
Im sure y'all are pumped and lookin forward on what to happen the next day am i right?
Well count me out of it..
Nah!!Im just pullin ur leg of course...
How has your week been?
Mine's been pretty liberating i guess since i did not go to school for the whole week...
I know!!Unbelieveable isn't it?
Trust me i aint bluffing It was for real...
Well one thing fosho, i wasn't absent on purpose just dont have any papers to sit for during the whole week...
Rather than spendin those days swearin and cursin at some teachers and classmates i might as well not attend at all...
I still have 2 more papers left than it is the very end of my trials...
As soon as it ends time for SPM(sigh)
I hope i'll get a very good grades,better than what i hope for...
Its been pretty therapeutic and i finally are able to issue this...
IM SO AT EASE FOR NOT SEEING THOSE LAME FUCKTARDS!
A week off from PA is dreamy and i really cant wait till i let myself lose from that living breeding hell.. In other words, the last day of SPM exam is my long freedom day...
Right after that its time for Jakarta...
I cannot believe im sayin this but i truly and profoundly been missin Jakarta...
Despite its massive jam and overly packed people i still are able to grow a fond of it...
Well not fully a fond of it but partially a fond of it..
I need a change for a while...
A change of perspective,a change of sight,a change of cultures and last but not least a change of ambience..
All in all,who knows i might learn a thing or two and get something up along the journey...
Keepin my fingers crossed

P/S:Jet'aime Jakarta
Mind my lousy French...
XOXO...

Procrastinate To Our Love Destination

P/S:Im so countin days till it hits the theatre nearby...
For the record Cam Gigandet and Christina Aguilera should be married to one another...
They make a hot,sultry couple onscreen and i do believe as well as off-screen..

Recklessly Decipher My Poker Face

Dont ever think i could easily forget bout ya'll my lovelies or should i say stalkers...
Whoever you are you are most welcome here on my site as long as you dont post up anythin vulgar here on my page...
Heads up that is a primary term...
So recently on October 2nd 2010 i've had an open house or what i like to call a preferential gathering for my cousins, friends and neighbours...
Let me just tell you guys it was off the chain and a lot of people came and pretty much that was a major shocker to the four of us...
My mom's friend whom we called Cik Ros cooked heaps of food especially for those who came on that day...
Mama and my sister did cook and added one or two cuisine for the banquet in order to complete the serving and as usual i was practically not allowed being in the kitchen due to my bogus cooking skill which im not so proud of speakin bout it...
Who knew we were feeding guzzlers as we ran out of food and dishes
I was head over heels when all of my closest and bestest boyfriends and girlfriends actually made it on that special event...
Especially my sister from another mother Mas Izzati and my brother from another father Najmudin Fadzil...
Their presence really meant the world to me and im extremely overjoy by their willingness...
And of course there were hassles and hiccups that are not able to be separated from all the mayhem and mishaps that took place and as we all forsee things did get out of hands and unmanageable but in the end we finally got it together...
Credit goes to Mas Izzati who relentlessly lend a hand in our chaotic moments and i owe you Mas big time..
She is such a big helper
Mas,Naj and I gossiped on loads of stuff that was goin on so they were tellin me all these juicy details bout someone and pretty much had a good laugh bout it and im very much physched that i have Mas and Naj in my life...
They do influence me a bit and now that we're joined by Naj i sorta look up to him cuz at my age and at my position lets face it im in need of male influencer and so i think he fits the criteria...
The two of them were 'stranded' at my house till 10p.m. and me and my sister sent them back to their homes in the middle of the night...
It was one of those flawless moment as i would put it and would not want it in any other way...

P/S:Thx you guys...
Love always
XOXO...

I Made Love To You At The Top Of Our Castle

Extremely funny...
Couldn't get enough of it
A totally sarcastic parody...

Twinning In A Sticky Rigmorole

Yello fucktards..
So i had my Mathematics trial last tuesday and it was somethin that i wasn't lookin forward to...
Im predictin the result would be so-so or probably heading to downward spiral...
Trials are extremely exhausting and challenging and it has place me in a weird mental state,the one i like to call 'Mentally Upset'
I am literally on the verge of breakdown and i cant wait for SPM trials and SPM exam to be over with...
I so need a long period of time to rest and to recover from such revolting state and keeping my fingers crossed that such thing would take place anytime soon..
I really hope my english paper would be impressive enough to actually gain an A+...
That would really make my day...
By next week i'll not be comin to school because they'll be having geography,physics,perdagangan etc...
Since those subjects are not in my core subjects nor electives i might as well be absent throughout the week..
I mean what for i show my face up for nothin right?
So i might as well hinder those high guarantee boring/dreadful days...

P/S:Imma be havin plenty of my best girlfriends over at my place this Saturday due to 'open house' that is goin to take place.. Really physched up for it.. I'll spill more on that in the next post..

I Aint A Simpleton,I Am Fierce

There's nothin to do today since its already the end of weekends i might as well fill my time up with somethin worthy and bloggin seems a nice way to kill some time...
Im goin through my SPM trials and so far its been gettin great i guess because it has only been the languages and let me just tell ya its about to get worst and uglier...
At the back of my mind im still dissastified with what i wrote down in my English paper especially the essay section...
Have i lost my mojo?
I mean somehow i've psyched myself out and it has turned into an intimidation that is seriously gettin in the way...
Why do i have to feel this dreadfulness?
I need to grew out of it in order to get my mojo back in me...
Yesterday was a crazy day for me and my family...
Since my sister is in town we had numerous invites to tonnes of open houses...
My mom's friends open houses,my sister's friends open house not to mention my friends open houses and guess what?
We attended all those invites and let me just speak on behalf of my family IT WAS FRIGGIN EXHAUSTED!!
But look at the bright side we had a great time together visitin all those wonderful people
Thx for havin us at your cozy and lovely home

P/S:There's only 1 thing that i cannot deal with
I was too stuffed with the scrumptious cuisine