I Aint Melancholic But Rather Without Any Feels

Salutation lovelies and let me just start my post with a deserved apology from me for not blogging as much as i should have lately...
I dont know why these few weeks i've been too much of a person without feelings...
i know!what in the world is this guy crappin up about...
Well FYI i got into an ugly squabble with one of my best girlfriends and since then we haven't contact each other...
wanna know the best part i somehow do not feel any remorse nor guilty for loosing her...
I do realize that i should be extremely sad for the aftermath but it's really not what i feel at the moment and i pray that i dont have to be sad for just loosin one friend...
Not that im sayin she's not worth the sadness but i really am numb when it comes about the fight that we had and what she's done was absolutely unacceptable...
Im not gonna mention any names but she knows who she is and for the record its not like i gave her a call every single day but rather once a week or twice a week...
And as one of my best girlfriends i expect her to comprehends my condition and lend her ears to me as i've lended mine to her all this while...
Probably its for the best that we are apart from each other and get some time alone for ourselves...
I think we're goin through a phase where best friends should stay away from one another for a long period of time due to different goals and different perspectives in life...
I think she can live just perfectly without me and same goes with me...

I headed off to Cempaka Mas last Saturday and splurged around like bananas literally...
I got my semi trench coat with the hood on and im gettin the other that is without the hood...
dont know exactly when im gettin it but i'll make sure i'll get it...
Fingers crossed...

P/S:Cant wait to work it at KLIA this 13th feb...

Your My Sweetest Beau

P/S:
I instantly fell into a deep mushy and gushy thoughts
as soon as i saw these...
Since Glee is premiering tonight i thought i'd better give a heads up
on how it'll turn out since I've seen it way earlier than y'all ...
this season is much more compelling yet touching that's about to take place between Kurt and Finn..
Just wait and see

A Midget Made It In The Tinseltown

The 68th annual Golden Globe Award has returned with its usual fabulous and colorful theme...
And i am just as happy as a new hatch lings to witnessed Chris Colfer's award winning moment at Golden Globe this morning..
He took home 'Best Supporting Actor In A TV Series' and i just went viral on my twitter as well as my Facebook...
At last his miraculously tremendous work has been recognized and truly he deserved such honor to be recognized..
His acceptance speech was effortless and candor and i think this is the mark of his existence to blossom and develop into a diversified actor on the move impressing us with his touch...
I'd love to see more of Chris in other different yet challenging roles...
A job well done Chris Colfer!!!

You Tuck Me Into Sleep When It's Dark

So tonight we had a little farewell dinner thrown for my sister's friend Kak Yati because of her departure next Sunday back to Malaysia for good...
We headed up to Pasar Festival which is one of our haven and had the dinner at Pizza Hut...
So it was one of my precious moments as me and her son Eryffan bonded throughout my stay here in Jakarta...
Ok no more of my yapping i'll just let some of the photos do the talkin...

The Sky Is Not My Limit But To Others It Is

It's been a while since i last updated this page and i've been pretty hectic with my stay here in Jakarta and last Saturday we headed out to Senayan City and Plaza Senayan...
For those of you who've never been to these places i pity y'all because it was by far the most exquisite venues I've ever been to
Let me paint y'all a picture to what im saying Senayan City and Plaza Senayan are likely similar to Pavillion and Berjaya Time Square which in my case doesn't include on my destination list whenever im takin a stroll in Kuala Lumpur
So to get a chance like that was exuberant although i've been there a couple of times since last year i just like makin a melodramatic point on some parts of my post as y'all know that i am full of drama..

Anyways,
me and my sister had a little talk about some other stuff that we have our concerns on and i came to a realization where i think is noble and thoughtful because some of the things she said was not entirely fiction and left a quite hefty impact to me as i've re-evaluated my priorities and right now my folks are on top of the list and there's nothin i would be delighted to do rather than shower them with eternal bliss and piece..
But one thing im not yet ready is acceptin that my parents will not be around forever and that i may have them rip away from me has construe a very heavy rigmarole not just to myself but to my sister as well..
Tears started coagulating in my eyes and scurried down to my cheek with its wetness..
I wish im a bit more of a hollow just like vampires due to my refusal to encompass the tear jerkin pangs and my low self stability to fathom such horror event in my life...
I even pray and hope that Allah would be generous enough to actually strip my life first rather than my parents because the sorrow is a besiege to my soul and huge to be dealing with...
Up until for my permission to be granted,i will try my best and my hardest to bring somethin back to the table...

Another thing is lately i've been thinkin about girls in my past time...
Look it wasnt one of those dirty,snuff thoughts i had in mind but rather like Gossip Girl-ish and certainly has fallen under the category of 'bizarre' right of the bat...
This is serious Gossip Girl influence written all over it and i know i've got no one to pin on but myself for watchin episode 1-8 season 4 of Gossip Girl but i cant help myself...
I was dying to know what will happen on the next chapter of the Upper East Siders life...
It got me thinkin will i be able to find my soul mate or will i die out of loneliness and depression??
But that is all too soon to be answered
Blair Waldorf is clearly a byotch with style and she's the kind of girl that i think would sweep me off my feet with a single glance...
Let's face it im not exactly a family of grimaldi's nor a royal bachelor for god damn sake but it wont kill for me to dream about her...
All in all,university will soon become my kingdom and i will see to it that it wont be like high school..

P/S:Bi sou,Bi sou
Gossip Boy

Under Achievement Is Not My Second Nature

Happy New Year to all of my lovelies as well as my devilish stalkers...
Happy 2011 <3<3...
2011 has emerged out of the clandestine rainy,vaguely clouds and has overthrown 2010 for good...

I didn't celebrate as hard as some of my friends who came home at 7 am or so,i just took it with calm,didn't let the enthusiastic get into my head because believe it or not celebratin new year isn't a big deal to me due to years that come and go with no intention of even takin a break...
So i'm already used to the fact that years arrive and depart in humans life...

My new year's resolutions is as listed below:

1.Make 2011 more of love and tranquility oriented

2.Get whatever i want with anyhow i want it..
3.Enjoy the next 9 months of full fledged freedom
4.Sign myself up in an acting class
5.Get into college or better yet university(closer to my home the better)
6.Get a driving license

That is my possible,nearest,achieving goals so far...
Fingers crosses that i may and capable of accomplishing all of the above...

BTW, me and my sista's crew headed out to Pasar Festival again and got ourselves in McDonald. They chatted about some grown up stuffs whilst i hacked into my sister's Blackberry...
Lepaking there up until 11.30 and flew back to the Embassy...
It was one of a kind new year's eve experience...
By the time we got home they've already lite up the skyline with fireworks...
And came along 2011...
The year of my unknown fate and unestablished yet unprepared success...
Nerve wrecking siot!

P/S:Happy Birthday to Mas Izzati
Someone's gettin old.. :P
Happy Birthday Babe!!!