As We Grow Together,I Grew A Fond Of You

Hey peeps...
Im really a lonesome person well as im being rhetoric at certain days and that day would be today...
I was wacthin Gol&Gincu online and i really like the character Putri played by my one and only favourite starlet Nur Fazura..
It dawned on me that how i have a tremendous desire to have friends just like hers...
Currently i have no friends,well to be truthful i have a few but non of them really speak my language... I mean yes we are close,we hang out together during recess and spend most of the time speakin to each other but at the back of my mind i have a feelin that they dont really decipher me well enough just like how my old friends do..
Dont get me wrong they are nice people but ya know when ya need someone who truly understands ya and that person isn't there when you are in need of confidant just really sucks..
Guess im just being ungrateful huh?
Each and everyone of my homeboys or homegirls are just eccentric and beautiful in their own ways...
I could consider myself lucky to know them and be apart of their daily lives...
You know what they say 'you need to experience the moment then only u'll appreciate it'
In my case not really experience it but rather share it...
Still i love every single one of them who love me unconditionally and for who i truly am

p/s:Mas,Faez,Dayah and Qidah to name a few...
You guys are like the sun during a daylight
The raibow after a heavy downpour
The nuts within my chocolate bars

{The Rest Of My Soul Is Harbored Within A Shell>

So i got my english paper yesterday and darn it i expected there would be a difference from my previous english test results that i've sat for a few months back...
As soon as i got my hands on the paper i was filled with rage and sombreness...
I flinched with tears coagulatin in my eyes and nearly broke down but i tried my hardest to contain myself from doin so...
I didnt exactly flunk it just not quite a direct hit...
I'd wish i put a triple more effort into this test and let it takes its toll on me though
But as a human being we should be grateful with what we have and what has God given us and be cool with it because there are a plenty of people out there who don't even have the chance to be lucky but still strive and living their life with no regrets...
I keep remindin myself of those who are less fortunate and how they toil to be at their best without conformin to the community's system...
Whoah!! Now im seriously out of topic...
My friends told me not to be too broody about it as it is just a minor test and i still have time to thrive and meet up with my standards as long as i give it my best and avoid distractions...
They were partially correct and i did overreact...
Who would'nt?
As though it reminiscent the day i'll be sittin for my PMR trial or the actual PMR...
Now that my friend is a completely different story...

I am so tired and fed-up with my school's bias and close minded ambience...
I wonder why i'd picked that school over the last school i went to..
I am such an idioatic for doing that and somehow i have a feelin that karma has to do with all of this...
I should have listened to my mom at the first place and restrain myself from being too vain or hard-headed when it comes about decision makin..
Sorry Mama...
In order for me to calm myself and attend school i'll just pretend that im goin over to my previous schools and ignore the fact of the school that im headin my way to is SMK tut..tut..tut.. Cannot write the name due to some tattletales would leak this post out to teachers and make such a big fuss out of it...
Curse ya hill billies out dated monkeys!...
But its fasting month and i'll try to forgive but not too forget i dont forget easily...

P/S:I'll spill more on the details once i've finished my SPM..
Just wait losers..

<*Seething On The Rainbow Serpent*>

First of all,i gotta say the overall peformance by Miley Cyrus blew the hell out of my mind away...

She really is full of versatility and all those misconception about her that she isn't able to carry such a dingy,mature and heavy role has proven defunct and baseless...
I was bawlin in tears towards the end of the film when Ronnie found out about her father's long fatal disease and it killed me the most during the last moment her father shared with her before his last breath...
I hated the fact that Liam is Miley's current off and on screen bo, i wish to see more of her and Taylor Lautner as an item...
A man can dream can he?

There were no sex scenes thank god for that...
Or else i would have barfed like a lot..
But there were plenty of smoochin in each of the scenes and i find it cute and romantic...
Almost forgotten to tell ya guys that i bought The Last Song's novel to really absorb the whole storyline...
I just got into chapter 6 and will continue reading till its last page...
Depends on my pastime la..
Based on what i've read, what was written and described in the novel has a wide range of differences with the film itself ...
If y'all are wonderin what are the differences y'all have to buy urself a copy of the novel...
I aint goin to spill everythin in here, Nicholas would get pretty pissy if he finds out...
That is if he realizes the existence of my blog...
To sum up all of my enthusiasm regarding the movie and the novel altogether , there's only one word that is compatible to be written so which is
SUBLIME...

P/S:Nicholas Sparks never fails to touch our hearts with his masterpiece
That is fosho...

Mushy On The Inside,Clingy On The Outside

School was typically fill with boredom and the scorching sun literally expunged my rejuvenated skin

Test will be over by tomorrow and thank god for that...
I aint takin anymore test that is comin ahead and of course im just crackin up jokes as always..
I cant just simply give it in like a defeated person..
The most bizarre,insipid thing happened to me during the test session as i was not apart of the geography test...
So i pulled out 'The Last Song' novel out of my bag and religiously read it...
As i was in a different realm than the rest of my classmates the teacher in charge spotted my activity and sidled up towards my desk...
She instructed me to put it back in my bag and i was like 'Isn't it obvious im not takin this subject?'
I gentlely told her that i aint takin geography...
She backed out at first but insist on me puttin the novel back in my bag...
Its just a readin material!She'd probably wanted me to just die out of boredom while glarin at my classmates and piddled around doin nothin...
Come to think of it teachers are supposed to cultivate the students from being lazy to unlazy
by all means necessary...
And i favour reading...Is there a new law against readin novel in ur class or was she being completely oblivious of my visible habit..?

At some point teachers are capable of being a pain in the butt extremely obnoxious compared to our biological mother...
Ocassionally i wonder are they scoldin us basically due to point out our mistakes and prove they're right or to just mortified us in public cuz i've met those kinda mean and vulgar teachers and up untill now i despise'em...
I aint bashing all teachers out there i know there are teachers whom reputation preceeds their names and there are bunch of lazybones whom shamelessly called themselves 'teachers'...
In my perspective teachers are the backbones of creatin fresh and innovative youth to ensure the non-stop development of a nation...
Not piddling around the staffroom gossipin on celebrities and students...
Thats even low for lazyasses like them..

P/S:Resign from being a teacher or get a new life...!

*A Dose Of Love With A Pinch Of Hatred*

There's this new indonesian drama series entitled 'Cinta Kirana' starring the lovely and talented Nia Ramadhani along with Randy Pangalila as the main casts...
At first the sceptic side of me got into my mind and i was presumin the worst bout the sinetron
but right after i've tuned in to one of its episode i instantly fell in love with the storyline and especially the main casts...

Well if ur not a fan of the sinetron its really ur loss...
I actually grew a fond of the drama like some sort of narcotically attached to the whole thing...
Every afternoon at 6.30 p.m i'll be nailin my body onto the couch to absorb the details of the comin episode that is about to air on the tv...

Imma spill some details for those of ya who absolutely have no idea on what im rambling bout...
Kirana a gutsy,tomboy-ish girl who lived with her grandmother in the squatters area located at the central metropolitan of Jakarta with her homeboy Baim...
She got hit by a car whom belonged to one of her grandmother's dearest friend grandson named Galang...
That is where it all begins an extraordinary relationship of hatred that will bloomed into an undivided love between Galang and Kirana...
Wanna know more?Tune in to its channel la Astro Ria...

P/S:Gosh!Nia Ramadhani is lookin sizzlingly breathtaking in the drama

[A Gloomy Face On The Cloud Nine]

Can i just start my writin with an enormous expression of personal frustration with my test responses this morning...
I just came to a realization where there were a few mishaps as I would probably put it or in other words 'i just committed the silliest mistake with my test answers'
I feel like a complete buffoon for committing something that is so convenient and obvious...
The truth is i misspelled the word 'soiree'...
What i wrote was 'suare' whereas the correct spelling was obliged to be 'soiree'...
How could i become such a careless,over-confident person?!
Im extremely upset and distraught with my daft action...
It is not a trivial thing and it should not be taken lightly
Am i really gettin that rusty?What should i do to embellish this flaw? God help me...

Test was a huge pain in the butt and little did i know exhaustion is likely to be caused by no sleep...
Well since i've experienced that attrociousness i might as well not make it a favourable habit as it is a wrong step preparin urself for an exam...
My dear i couldn't stop yawnin...
I fell asleep for a few minutes and woke up with a horrible eye pangs as if my eyes were goin to popped out of my skull... Fortunate for me i did managed to fill the answer sheets with my responses...
I prayed for the best as this test acts like a milestone to my unknown progress throughtout a few months back where i've learnt almost every single chapters in Form 5 studies...
As you can see im not in the mood of bloggin due to my discontent over my silly mishap

P/S:God forgive me...

"What Are You?I'm A Martian"

P/S:The most awesomeness,rockiest,coolest hardcore band of this era...:)

[Blissfully In Her Surreptitious Hug}

I wanna share something with ya guys...
Months ago,more like 3 and a half years ago i hated my room
I think it was the ugliest most scaggly decorated room i've ever laid my eyes on
I cant put up a smiley face and agreed to the fact that 'i love my room'
That is not me...I aint a pretender not like some of my classmates at school
Once i cant even look at my room or spend the night sleepin in it so i created this bad habit
where i sleep on the couch with my 'bantal bucuk':)
My mom would literally flipped out if she saw me spend the night on her couch...
She sorta sets up a taboo like 'tel me what ya need for ur room i'll go buy as long as ya sleep in ur room'

And of course if ya know me very well,u'll know how devious i can get...
Ostensibly she bought all the stuff that i needed,of course one at a time or we'll be runnin out
of money...
Now the hatred and dislikeness had all gone after i've got all of those stuffs...
It is amazing how materialistic i could become after im in possesion of all those items
Magically i dont hate it that much now...
I even feel like a brand-new tween with a clear long term self-purpose...
I know its just a room not much a big of a deal but to me its everythin...
Just like how important ur boyfriends are to ya girls..
Ok!I have to get a much better grades in SPM trial and SPM examination
So that all of those items purchases seemed worth buyin

P/S:Not gonna tell ya what those items are?Figure it urself la...

You Drowned Me With Your Hotness

P.S.Praise the lord!Taylor and Megan won Male and Female Hottie for this year
TCA(Teen Choice Awards)
They deserve such recognition from the fans and im in love with both of 'em
Especially Megan..
She's one sexy,rockin and bodacious woman alive!
Go Megan!Go Taylor
Lots of love Haiccal

*My Anecdote By The Window*

Its been awhile since my last post aint that rite ya'll?

I apologize for my fashionably late posts up lately..
Been so preoccupied with school assignments and stuff
So as you all know Ramadhan is finally here and along with its arrival prosperity and auspiciousness spread through the vibe followed by an aesthetic serenity..
Ramadhan is only here once a year so appreciate and cherish every moment of it and live ur life to the fullest during fasting month
Trial and the actual SPM is also gettin closer and nearer as my jiterry kicks in when it dawned to me.
My teachers keep on sayin SPM is 3 months away so dont waste your time goofing around.
Im not really sure whether i'll be able to defy the gravity and rise to the ocassion for once if u know what mean..
Hope everything goes smooth sailing without any turbulence
<3