Isnt She Lovely...?Isnt She Wonderful...?

'Isnt she lovely...?Isnt she wonderful'

That's what i mostly think of her whenever she flies by into my mind...

Probably y'all are wonderin who's the girl im referring to based on my deeply thoughtful words on the entry title

That..!has to be remain anonymous...

Wouldnt wanna be a shameless douche for sayin her name on not an appropriate portal(also for being profoundly enamored with somebody's gf)

So i met this girl at The Singing Shop(its a voice singing school) and the first time i met her i dont know somethin about her just drove my attention to her..

I remember her(before she decided to wear 'tudung')with her hair pulled back,she had a long sleeve black shirt on with a pair of jeans..And her entrance did catch my attention...

So i was sayin to myself 'who is this girl?'

Cuz trust me i have seen plenty of girls and there was none excitement nor curiosity that kicked in when they passed by and i aint floozy just so y'all know,but with her its totally an unexpected  feeling and different..

My heart was racing everytime i got the chance to see her,also we shared the same vocal teacher ironically...

I'd really wanted to approach and say somethin to her but i couldn't,its as if i froze when she's around...

In other words,i wasnt a gutsy,fearless kinda dude,i was so intimidated by her presence and how perfect i perceived her at the beginning so guess what i did???

I let it passed and that was one of my idiotic decision i've ever done...

I thought it would be over but boy was i wrong,I had a hard time of eliminating her from my mind cuz i have a hefty crush(for a guy who aint floozy that was pretty major)on her...

My heart just rebel and literally throbbing expressin that i should let her know about 

my feelings for her but i was a pathetic,coward ,distinctive guy...

Who in the right mind would want me as their beau??

So i strongly stood my ground and restrain from telling and i found out from her that she had a crush on me as well during the first time we met and prior for one whole week crushing on me...

What a complete prick i am

Let me share with ya guys somethin that i kept under the wraps, I was in teared when she told me that due to my regretful and deplorable agony for not lettin her know...

But in my opinion lovin oneself is to be selfless instead of the opposite..

I looked at her picture(at that time myspace was a prominent portal before facebook)and said she'll be better off with another guy who's just as great as her..

I think she'll be happy without me being in the picture cuz lets face the reality im nobody yet...

And she's a very sweet,kind hearted,intriguing kinda gal and she deserved more than me as birthday gift...

 So today i was browsing the internet as usual and i decided to check my blog out  and i saw her latest blog entry and i took the liberty of checking it out..

She posted a poetry of this particular boy whom i cant help but wonder who it might be...

And she's always been a skillful and darn talented poet...

I dont wanna be self-absorbed and presuming that she's mentioning me in that poetry of her..

But it doesn't matter cuz even if its not me she'll always be my baby and i'll heart her for the rest of my life..<3

She doesnt need to know that cuz its gonna jeopardizes my friendship with her as well as her personal relationship and i dont want to hurt nor offend her...

And i know this sounds sorta cocky and conceited but i dont think i'll ever heart other

 girl as much as i heart her..

I wish her all the success there is in the world,longevity and the utmost paramount thing happiness...

I heart ya MI CORAZON....

Not Another Word From You!

Its Mother's Day yesterday and i am faraway from home and parents to wish my 

momma on mother's day but not to worry i already wished her via Facebook i mean

thats what facebook is for isnt it?


the existence is to tend to our inconvenience and also to make our life a hundred times easier...

Let me tell y'all a little somethin about my mother PN HABSAH 

She happens to possesses magics on her hands while makin and preparin food for us..


she's an uber excellent counselor whom listen to your complaints and hassles all day long if asks and she's ultimately a mother that every boys and girls would ever dream of and dying to have...

So i do consider myself not out of luck for havin her in my life,aside from all those past squabbles and debates,she is a fab mother<3

So im curious to find out if y'all have a friend who you've been really kind to and lets just say she didnt get as much of good grades in her SPM compared to what ya get in urs,


and one day ya gave her a call and inquired whether or not she made it the cut to further her studies into a university/college level and all of a sudden her answer was really an unexpected one and was really gettin on your last nerve?


How would ya react to that?

Cuz that happened to me last night whilst i was dialing her number in an abundant of curiosity and joy when little did i know i was goin to get myself irked and offended by a person that i expected the least to be sayin such thing...

I just have to let this off my chest cuz if i hadn't the annoyance and mad level would rise up and stacked up in piles till i blow in this particular person's face up and she might not know what hit her ,


so god forbids that takes place...

But come to think of it i so dont care what will happen to her!

I've had enough of friends mistreating me and didnt fully fathom the way Haiccal rolls and who really couldnt see me beyond this assertive,loud and blunt established imagery...

Pretty much i wish her all the success there is in the world but if she has a rough patch in beginning her journey at her new study place dont count on me to be her confidant cuz i am so booked on that soon-to-come particular day..


Plus she deserves whatever's hittin her

Karma's a bitch isnt it dolls ;) 

In Pursuit Of Happiness

Salutation dolls to my welcomed and beautiful readers...

(Nonetheless,if ya are my loyal,usual readers or the new ones)

How has your week been?Mine was pretty well up until today somethin unpleasant occurred to yours truly...

But before we get to that i just want y'all to find comfort and pleasure in my up-to-date,latest and newest layout blog that i just changed few minutes ago...

Took me nearly half an hour to revamped and somehow my ass is taped to the chair that im sittin on now for being in this position for too long...

Im sure y'all are wonderin 'why is this dude so eager to have his new layout blog revamped on the double?He can just wait for some other time to do so?'

Well not for this guy here!

I have this control issues otherwise infamously known in its common,familiar,run off the mill term 'control freak'

That said i am not just gonna sit still and not do anythin about it

So,that pretty much explains the obsession and impulsive act of immediate changes...

Capische?!!!.. 

Ok lets get back to where we left off earlier on...

As y'all know today was the day of the 'UPU' feedback application for all of us who are SPM graduates and for who applied it few months back..

Its basically a portal for us former SPM-ers to locate the correct and qualified university for yourself according to your SPM qualifications and credentials...

I did fill every single requirements and conditions and terms up but because of my unlikely excellent result which i find bias and unjust due to my single math subject failure,therefore i didnt make the cut...

The first second i saw the rejection words that was written below my name i went completely into a dejected and upset mode...

I am sad and forlorn but i am not goin to remain nor maintain be upset by it forever...

There are still many other ways for me to reach and claim my success

So givin up is absolutely out of the question...

A shout out to most of my acquaintances who made it and got chosen to further their studies into a higher level...

Dont worry i will soon join y'all

Dont Blame Us For Being Beautiful

Hey dolls we meet again in this new beautiful chapter of my inspired and aspired writings 

Im already back in Jakarta and i must say im thrilled to be back here...

So during my stay back in KL what went down was that i had a fun and pleasant rendezvous and catchin 
up time with my 2 oldest girlfriends aishah and elyn(amalina)...

thats what people call her nowadays :P

My dad dropped me off at Elyn's house and we were on foot heading towards this latest Kelana Jaya's attraction venues named Kelana Jaya Mall..

We got there and made our way to Old Town White Coffee to hang..

We ordered some hors d'oeuvres as what i called and simply had a terrific time...

We chatted and gossiped about some of our old, childhood friends and laughed really hard...

Furthermore i cam whored along with em somethin that i never would've thought of doing in a million years and be likely associated to but yeah i really did it...

Later we were joined by Elyn's beau Johan or Joe,not much of a gregarious person probably due to the fact that i barely know him and vice versa so there was a tad conversation took place between the 2 of us,well actually there was none to be exact..

After we're done with our lunch Johan gave us a ride in his 'pickup truck'(cuz to me it looked like one)

back to Elyn's home..

Arrived there and continued chattin while waitin for my folks to pick me up...

and basically had a fabulous time of our lives...

I know this sounds kinda cheesy but its the truth so i'd like to make a remarks to ya both and thanked y'all for spendin the day with moi,elyn and aishah i love y'all..

I Dont Need Candles On My Birthday

 Hey y'all its me and my usual routine as always which is to update this dusty,neglected blog...

So last thursday my sister was involved in a fashion show/dinner/soiree..

And at first my sister asked me to just stay home but somehow Riaz Razak one of my pet brothers that i dearly adore gave me an encouragement to just tagged along...

We were quite skeptical to begin with but as what he said to me 'when there's a will there's a way'

So me and my sister just went with his plan and risks everythin...

It  turned out was ok and didnt bite us back in the ass so yeay to us..!

Arrived at the Shang Ri La Hotel Jakarta during the rehearsal and was pretty fortunate to see how things are done and fit in places...

Was pretty stressful as things are demanded to meet up with certain someone's standards that will be kept anonymous...

And i was beyond stoked to be the first to see it before those invited guests did...

I just wandered around the Grand Ballroom with one my sister's friends heavy and hefty camera in my possession...

I sorta felt like Nigel Barker or Gilles Ben Simone with the camera in my hands and became the photographer in charge of the day but trust me the camera wasnt handy at all..

I snapped tonnes of images just to be sure that i could immortalized this part of one in every supernova experience and just so that i can look back at..

It was off the chain and i did more than enjoy the soiree...

If any of ya wish to take a look any of the mentioned photos hesitantly go to my facebook page to see more of them

It was really a good exposure for me as it educated me on how to organize an event in the common and right way possible since i'll be off to college anytime soon...

Atilia and Salamiah Hassan the dynamic mother daughter duo performed and they were stellar throughout the entire numbers they did..

Plus Datin Sharifah Shawati was the emcee of the day and she looked fabulous as always..

The entire fashion show was to celebrate a Malaysian designer whom has gone international for her tremendous success in the US and her name was Deanoor..

Overall it was such an enjoyment and was one of my best days..